11″ x 14″
drawings
My Body Rolling Away from Me
11″ x 14″
I am not afraid of being sick, but of losing my body entirely. Misplacing it, and having to go without. Like any of the ghosts we hear about, the ones from the movies and our imaginations, they can see things, but cannot be seen. Cannot touch or be touched because they have no mass, only invisible vapour. I fear my body rolling away from me, like a coat button, under the radiator. I would have no fingers to reach for it, and no way to use an impliment to retrieve it. And no voice to call for help from a friend or loved one.
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Wastrel (Blindfolded) Reads a Letter
Wastrels Find a Wolf
Hares
Liminal, Interstitial
Thanksgiving Day
Picnic
A Man Carrying a Catfish
Departing Without Words
Book Had a Plan
Agricola, Agricolerm
Suspicion May Be an Error
Carry
Humpback
Man & Woman
Ostinato 01
And We Go
Sharecroppers
Birth of a Baby
Logopoeia
The Device
Trying to Self Make a Letter
The End
At the Vanity
Wastrels Lay Waste
Bookoo and Cilice Grow Large
Acrobats
Offer of Marriage Refused
River Bed
Making a Drawing
Ghost Society
Great Great Grandfather and The Girls
Meal Time at Old Camp Nine
Plantation Life
Wastrels Fighting
The Bedraggled Mother
The Effect is Cumulative
Scratches
Poor Possum
5″ x 7″
From a group of five drawings of roadkill made while driving across the Smoky Mtns to teach at WCU years ago. Thanks to Ann Patchett for sending me the Gerald Stern poem below, a perfect pair.
Behaving Like a Jew
by Gerald Stern
When I got there the dead opossum looked like
an enormous baby sleeping on the road.
It took me only a few seconds—just
seeing him there—with the hole in his back
and the wind blowing through his hair
to get back again into my animal sorrow.
I am sick of the country, the bloodstained
bumpers, the stiff hairs sticking through the grilles,
the slimy highways, the heavy birds
refusing to move;
I am sick of the spirit of Lindbergh over everything,
that joy in death, that philosophical
understanding of carnage, that
concentration on the species.
—I am going to be unappeased at the opossum’s death.
I am going to behave like a Jew
and touch his face, and stare into his eyes,
and pull him off the road.
I am not going to stand in a wet ditch
with the Toyotas and the Chevys passing over me
at sixty miles an hour
and praise the beauty and the balance
and lose myself in the immortal lifestream
when my hands are still a little shaky
from his stiffness and his bulk
and my eyes are still weak and misty
from his round belly and his curved fingers
and his black whiskers and his little dancing feet.
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Wastrels in a Bunker #2
Wastrels in a Bunker #1
Beautyshock
Xia’s Library Bunnies
Xia is the daughter of my friends Kate and Brent. They bought the drawing I did a few months ago of a bunny that I dreamt I check out of a library and then forgot about. Xia has been making tender drawings of that drawing and I’m proud to show them here. Thanks for contributing to the Work-a-day page, Xia!
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Paragraph (with Laynie Browne)
A small collaborative piece with Laynie, an excerpt from her novel in progress. Possibly more along these lines to come.
from Periodic Companions
When we are all assembeled in memory I ask myself why sometimes it takes so long to
compose a paragraph but O. says it is because we have to be able to comfortably inhabit
that space. He isn’t talking about reclining or tromping about but the physical sensation
of words falling out of the mouth, off of the fingers. He says this very confidently, as
if he has spoken of himself as made up of characters of an alphabet as long as he can
remember.—Laynie Browne
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Collapsed
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Search Party
11″ x 14
There had been a murder. No one knew what happened to the boy, but a group of conspiracy theorists had gotten in trouble for trying to sneak out to the bottom of a swamp where they said a couple of renagade cops were holding the child at an underwater roadblock.
All the tv crews came out to document the quarrel between the local police and the conspiracy theorists. The sheriff finally decided that it was his jurisdiction and not against the law for them to go under the water to look for the underwater roadblock.
So we were all there at the edge of the swamp, and getting in the water to see what would happen. The newsmen were chest deep in the still water with dress shirts and microphones describing the scene as the preacher who led the group disappeared into the water with a flashlight.
You could see the light of the preacher’s flashlight go further and further out and before we knew it we were all following him.
Someone in the crowd said, if you go too far into this, you’ll hit the Mississippi River and there’s no way you’ll survive. The water was still, but the further we went, it became clear that what we were sloshing through was not a swamp, but the overflow of the Mississippi and that eventually we would come to the River itself.
I was travelling with two newspeople and I saw that ahead the water was not still but raging and screaming. It’s the River! Grab something! And just as our bodies were going to be pulled into the current we grabbed a concrete pylon and pulled ourselves onto what turned out to be an escalator. It was a down escalator, and still functioning, though at this point it was pouring rain, and the three of us looked up the escalator with water cascading down its steps. I was imagining how difficult it would be to go up this eascalator, with its downward moving steps, and how I desparately wanted to. One of the newspeople said: there is always something creepy about an escalator. I said, yeah, I know.
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Swim
Hunt
Boll Weevil Goes Walking
A Man and a Woman and a Boll Weevil
Or, alternatively, this image could accompany the poem by Bernadette Mayer called “Corn”:
http://english.utah.edu/eclipse/projects/POETRY/html/pictures/011.html
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Fortified Belly
Catfish Dream
Jacob’s Dream
This drawing is inspired by a dream, dreamt by Jacob, the son of my friend Laynie. Here are a few lines, as transcribed by Laynie:
I was a six-legged llama fighting human-sized cats.
We fought in a restaurant surrounded by empty space.
My only weapons are ladies and butter knives.
“ladies” was actually “ladles” which makes more since, but I misread it.
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Sneak up on myself
Septimus
Whistling Pariah
Carl Sagan
My Other Voice is a Calliope
Black Milk of Daybreak
Horse
Sadness, When it is Without Cause
Denouement
Forget Me Not
This is What He Wanted
Fear of Accidentally Killing Somebody
Silent Treatment
Once a Woman in Madrid
We Got Ter Go Ter Nudder Kentry
7″ x 11″
Wherein the children have lost their way. I feel like posting with this an excerpt from Carl Sandburg about Potato Face Blind Man:
There was a Potato Face Blind Man used to play an accordion on the Main Street corner nearest the postoffice in the Village of Liver-and-Onions.
Any Ice Today came along and said, “It looks like it used to be an 18 carat gold accordion with rich pawnshop diamonds in it; it looks like it used to be a grand accordion once and not so grand now.”
“Oh, yes, oh, yes, it was gold all over on the outside,” said the Potato Face Blind Man, “and 42 there was a diamond rabbit next to the handles on each side, two diamond rabbits.”
“How do you mean diamond rabbits?” Any Ice Today asked.
“Ears, legs, head, feet, ribs, tail, all fixed out in diamonds to make a nice rabbit with his diamond chin on his diamond toenails. When I play good pieces so people cry hearing my accordion music, then I put my fingers over and feel of the rabbit’s diamond chin on his diamond toenails, ‘Attaboy, li’l bunny, attaboy, li’l bunny.’”
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And I Became to Myself
Elizabeth Taylor
c d , ;
One Woman Chewing Gum; Another Writing Something
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Child, Version of Child
Hoop skirts
Rast auf der Flucht nach Ägypten
9″ x 12″
Continuing (read: starting) the images for a forthcoming retranslation of Rilke’s cycle of poems “The Life of Mary”. A number of these will be showing up on the work-a-day in the next few months — results may range from pretty successful to laughably unsuccessful — as I try to enter a very challenging text with brown ink and gold leaf, materials I don’t understand. Will start by drawing. Here is me beating around the edges of “Rast auf der Flucht nach Ägypten” (Rest on the Flight to Egypt).
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Cat Box
Feast of Belshazzar
This from the group of drawings when I did copies of Rembrandt, Velasquez, Goya and Carravaggio paintings replacing all the figures with ghosts. Some were more successful that others. A couple of those will soon be on the cover of Gordon Massman’s new book with New York Quarterly Press. The Fear of Operations and Fear of Anaesthesia drawings from the beginning of the work-a-day page.
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Scar
9″ x 12″
Well well, so much for the idea of keeping up with the work-a-day’s while traveling for a month. I’ve been scolded for drawing while driving more than a few times in my life, and even though it may not feel hazardous, I’m sure that it is. So now I post some things retrospectively and trying to get this sucker cranked back up again. Here’s one that I found in a sketchbook I had lost (in my closet) and is a preparatory drawing for the two scar paintings from the Edelweiss series.
I think I’ll give up not doing work-a-days for lent.
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Bunny Neutrino, with Anne Waldman
22″ x 30″
Work-a-day, shoot, more like work-a-week. Traveling across country, so in lieu of posting new works this week, I’m posting images from the exhibition I’m installing at Warren Wilson College (opens Friday Feb 11) of some excerpts from some of my text/image collaborations.
This is one I did with poet, Anne Waldman, when she came through Tucson last Spring.
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Picnic on the Grass
6″ x 8″
Autodidact: a self-taught person. To teach oneself. Happily bringing this word more into my vocabulary, thanks to Tim Hyman for reminding me of it. And according to Webster’s online, “Autodidact” rhymes with: cutthroat contract, matter-of-fact, and semi-abstract. So it does.
And thanks to Frankie for telling me last night that the etymology of “autopsy” is to see for oneself.
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Emily Dickinson in a Hailstorm
Cow in Tank, for Shelton
I Give Something Up
11″ x 14″
Variations on the definition of surrender. The figures loosely swiped from Goya’s Los Caprichos [42] subtitled “Tu que no puedes.” (You who can not). The two things just kind of went together.